Oliver Sacks è un neurologo americano,di origini inglesi, specialmente divenuto popolare per la pubblicazione  di un ‘romanzo scientifico’, mi permetterei di chiamarlo così, nel quale racconta dei propri pazienti, secondo cartella clinica ma con piglio da romanziere.
L’idea di leggere questo libro mi è stata suggerita da Murphy, romanzo di Samuel Beckett,del 1938, con a protagonista un solipsista depresso, come lo definisce lo scrittore irlandese, nel ruolo di infermiere presso la Magdalen Mental Mercyseat, una clinica psichiatrica a nord di Londra.A contatto coi pazienti,Murphy verrà a conoscenza di un sottomondo visionario e surreale, tale da stravolgere cognizioni di fatto quali cause, effetti e tempo, nella percezione e valutazione del reale, o meglio di ciò che appare come tale.
The man who mistook his wife for a hat (via L’uomo che scambiò sua moglie per un cappello – Wikipedia.) pubblicato per la prima volta nel 1985, si divide in 4 sezioni (Losses,Excesses,Transports,The world of the simple),in ognuna delle quali è centrale una disfunzione di riferimento legata a malfuzionamento o danneggiamento del cervello, dunque il racconto dei pazienti che ne presentano i disturbi; talvolta casi drammatici, altri buffi, molto spesso surreali e grotteschi.
Il racconto che mi ha più impressionata, e perchè di rilievo è stato scelto dall’autore stesso a titolo e rappresentazione dell’intero libro, riguarda la storia di un musicista, tale Dr P., insegnante presso una scuola di musica, pittore, uomo di lettere e arti. Il paziente, richiamato- suo malgrado- a testimoniare gli effetti dell’agnosia (da wikipedia* disturbo della percezione caratterizzato dal mancato riconoscimento di oggetti, persone, suoni, forme, odori già noti, in assenza di disturbi della memoria e in assenza di lesioni dei sistemi sensoriali elementari. Può presentarsi separatamente in relazione a ciascuno dei cinque sensi e per ogni senso sono riscontrabili diversi tipi di agnosia (prosopoagnosia, agnosia musicale, stereoagnosia o agnosia tattile, agnosia visuo-motoria, ecc.). In pratica, la persona affetta da agnosia può utilizzare una forchetta invece di un cucchiaio pensando di aver scelto il cucchiaio, oppure una scarpa al posto di una tazza o un temperino invece della matita. Spesso è associata a lesioni riguardanti aree posteriori del cervello) pare non concepire la realtà che lo circonda se non attraverso la musica, in organizzata progressione di suoni e scale e ritmo.
Di Oliver Sacks anche questo testo
‘Musicophilia: Tales of Music and the Brain (2007)’, di cui è possibile leggere articolo e recenzione a questo link [The Listener § SEEDMAGAZINE.COM]
Questo che segue il racconto, meraviglioso, che riguarda Dr P.

Dr P. was a musician of distinction, well known for many years as a singer, and then, at the local School of Music, as a teacher. It was here, in relation to his students, that certain strange problems were first observed. Sometimes a student would present himself, and Dr P. would not recognize him; or, specifically, would not recognize his face. The moment the student spoke, he would be recognized  by his voice. Such incidents multiplied, causing embarrassment, perplexity, fear- and, sometimes, comedy. For not only did Dr P. increasingly fail to see faces, but he saw faces when there were no faces to see: genially, Magoo- like, when the street, he might pat the heads of water-hydrants and parking- meters, taking these to the heads of children; he would amiably address carved knobs on the furniture, and be astounded when they did not reply. At first these odd mistakes were laughed off as jokes, not least by Dr P. himself. Had he not always had a quirky sense of humour, and been given to Zen-like paradoxes and jests? His musical powers were as dazzling as ever; he did not feel ill- he had never felt better; and the mistakes were so ludicrous- and so ingenious- that they could hardly be serious or betoken anything serious. The notion of there being ‘something the matter’ did not emerge until some three years later, when diabetes developed. Well aware that diabetes could affect his eyes, Dr P. consulted an ophthalmologist, who took a careful history, and examined his eyes closely. ‘There’s nothing the matter with your eyes,’ the doctor concluded. ‘But there is trouble with the visual parts of your brain. You don’t need my help, you must see a neurologist .’ And so, as a result of this referral, Dr P. came to me.
It was obvious within a few seconds of meeting him that there was no trace of dementia in ordinary sense. He was a man of great cultivation and charm, who talked well and fluently, with imagination and humor. I couldn’t think why he had been referred to our clinic.
And yet there was something a bit odd. He faced me as he spoke, was oriented towards me, and yet there was something the matter- it was difficult to formulate. He faced me with his ears, I came to think, but not with his eyes. These, instead of looking, gazing, at me,’ taking me in’, in the normal way, made sudden strange fixations- on my nose, on my right ear, down to my chin, up to my right eye- as if nothing (even studying) these individual features, but not seeing my whole face, its changing expressions, ‘me’, as whole. I am not sure that I fully realized this at the time- there was just a teasing strangeness, some failure in the normal interplay of gaze and expression. He saw me, he scanned me, and yet..
‘What seems to be the matter?’ I asked him at length.
‘Nothing that I know of,’ he replied with a smile, ‘but people seem to think there’s something wrong with my eyes.’
‘But you don’t recognize any visual problem?’
‘No, not directly, but I occasionally make mistakes.’
I left the room briefly, to talk with his wife. When I came back Dr P. was sitting placidly by the window, attentive, listening rather than looking out. ‘Traffic,’ he said,’ street sounds, distant trains- they make a sort of symphony, do they not? You know Honegger’s Pacific 234?
What a lovely man, I thought to myself. How can there be anything seriously the matter? Would he permit me to examine him?
‘Yes, of course, Dr P.’
I stilled my disquiet, his perhaps too, in the soothing routine of a neurological exam- muscle strength, co- ordination, reflexes, tone..It was examining his reflexes- a trifle abnormal on the left side- that the first horizon experience. I had taken off his left shoe and scratched the sole of his foot with a key- a frivolous- seeming but essential test of a reflex- and then, excusing myself to screw my ophthalmoscope together, left him, to put on the shoe himself. To my surprise, a minute later, he had not done this.
‘Can I help?’ I asked.
‘Help what? Help whom?’
‘Help you to put on your shoe.’
‘Ach,’ he said,’ I had forgotten the shoe,’ adding, sotto voce, ‘The shoe? The shoe? He seemed baffled.
‘Your shoe,’ I repeated. ‘Perhaps you’d put it on.’
He continued to look downwards, though not at the shoe, with an intense but misplaced concentration. Finally his gaze settled on his foot: ‘That is my shoe, yes?’
Did I miss-hear? Did he miss-see?
‘My eyes,’ he explained, and put a hand to his foot. ‘This is my shoe, no?’
‘No, it’s not. That is your foot. There is your shoe.’
‘Ah! I thought that was my foot.’
Was he joking? Was he mad? Was he blind? If this was one of his ‘strange mistakes’, it was the strangest mistake I had ever come across.
I helped him on with his shoe (his foot), to avoid further complications. Dr P. himself seemed untroubled, indifferent, maybe amused. I resumed my examination. His visual acuity was good: he had no difficulty seeing a pin on the floor, though sometimes he missed it if it was placed to his left.
He saw all right, but what did he see? I opened out a copy of the National Geographic, and asked him to describe some pictures in it.
His responses here were curious. His eyes would dart from one thing to another, picking up tiny features, individual features, as they had done with my face. A striking brightness, a color, a shape would arrest his attention and elicit comment- but in no case did he get the scene- as-a-whole. He failed to see the whole, seeing only details, which he spotted like blips on a radar screen. He never entered into relation with the picture as a whole- never faced, so to speak, its physiognomy. He had no sense whatever of a landscape or scene.
I showed him the cover, an unbroken expanse of Sahara dunes.
‘What do you see here?’ I asked.
‘I see a river,’ he said. ‘And a little guest- house with its terrace on the water. People are dining out on the terrace. I see coloured parasols here and there.’ He was looking, if it was ‘looking’, right off the cover, into mid-air and confabulating non-existent features, as if the absence of features in the actual picture had driven him to imagine the river and the terrace and the colored parasols.
I must have looked aghast, but he seemed to think he had done rather well. There was a hint of a smile on his face. He also appeared to have decided that the examination was over, and started to look round for his hat. He reached out his hand, and took hold of his wife’s head., tried to lift it off, to put it on. He had apparently mistaken his wife for a hat! His wife looked as if she was used to such things.
I could make no sense of what had occurred, in terms of conventional neurology (or neuropsychology). In some ways he seemed perfectly preserved, and in others absolutely, incomprehensibly devastated. How could he, on the one hand, mistake his wife for a hat and, on the other, function, as apparently he still did, as a teacher at the Music School?
I had to think, to see him again- and to see him in his own familiar habitat, at home.
A few days later I called on Dr P. and his wife at home, with the score of the Dichterliebe in my briefcase ( I knew he liked Schumann), and a variety of odd objects for the testing of perception. Mrs  P. showed me into a lofty apartment, which recalled fin-de-siecle Berlin. A magnificent old Bosendorfen stood in state in the centre of the room, and all round it were music-stands, instruments, scores.. There were books, there were paintings, but the music was central. Dr P. came in and, distracted, advanced with outstretched hand to the grandfather clock, but, hearing my voice, corrected himself, and shook hands with me. We exchanged greetings , and chatted a little of current concerts and performances. Differently, I asked him if he would sing.
‘The Dichterliebe!’ he exclaimed. ‘But I can no longer read music. You will play them, yes?’
I said I would try. On that wonderful old piano even my playing sounded right, and Dr P. was an aged, but infinitely mellow Fischer-Dieskau, combining a perfect ear and voice with the most incisive musical intelligence. It was clear that the Music School was not keeping him on out of charity.
Dr P.’s temporal lobes were obviously intact: he had a wonderful musical cortex. What, I wondered, was going on in his parietal and occipital lobes, especially in those areas where visual processing occurred? I carry the Platonic solids in my neurological kit, and decided to start with these.
‘What is this?’ I asked, drawing out the first one.
‘A cube, of course.’
‘Now this?’I asked, brandishing another.
He asked if he might examine it, which he did swiftly and systematically: ‘A dodecahedron, of course. And don’t bother with the others- I’ll get the eikosihedron too.’
Abstract shapes clearly presented no problems. What about faces? I took out a pack of cards. All of these he identified instantly, including the jacks, queens, kings, and the joker. But these, after all, are stylized designs, and it was impossible to tell whether he saw faces or merely patterns. I decided I would show him a volume of cartoons which I had in my briefcase. Here, again, for the most part, he did well. Churchill’s cigar, Schnozzle’s nose: as soon as he had picked out a key feature he could identify the face. But cartoons, again, are formal and schematic. It remained to be seen how he would do with real faces, realistically represented.
I turned on the television, keeping the sound off, and found an early Bette Davis film. A love scene in progress. Dr P. failed to identify the actress- but this could have been because she had never entered his world. What was more striking was that he failed to identify the expression on her face or her partner’s, though in the course of a single torrid scene these passed from sultry yearning through passion, surprise, disgust and fury to a melting reconciliation. Dr P. could make nothing of any of this. He was very unclear as to what was going on, or who was who or even what sex they were. His comments on the scene were positively Martian.
It was just possible that some of his difficulties were associated with the unreality of a celluloid, Hollywood world; and it occurred to me that he might be more successful in identifying faces from his own life. On the walls of the apartment there were photographs of his family, his colleagues, his pupils, himself. I gathered a pile of these together and, with some misgivings, presented them ho him. What had been funny, or farcical, in relation to the movie, was tragic in relation to real life. By and large, he recognized nobody; neither his family, nor his colleagues, nor his pupils, nor himself. He recognized a portrait of Einstein, because he picked up the characteristic hair and moustache; and the same thing happened with one or two other people. ‘Ach, Paul!’ he said, when shown a portrait of his brother. ‘That square jaw, those big teeth, I would know Paul anywhere!’ But was it Paul he recognized, or one or two of his features, on the basis of which he could make a reasonable guess as to the subject’s identify? In the absence of obvious ‘markers’, he was utterly lost. But it was not merely the cognition, the gnosis, at fault; there was something radically wrong with the whole way he proceeded. For he approached these  faces- even of those near and dear- as if they were abstract puzzles or tests. He did not relate to them, he did not behold. No face was familiar to him, seen as a ‘thou’, being just identified as a set of features, an ‘it’. Thus there was formal, but no trace of personal, gnosis. And with this went his indifference, or blindness, to expression. A face, to us, is a person looking out- we see, as it were, the person through his persona, his face. But for Dr P. there was no persona in this sense- no outward persona, and no persona within.
I had stopped at a florist on my way to his apartment and bought myself an extravagant red rose for my buttonhole. Now I removed this and handed it to him. He took it like a botanist or morphologist given a specimen, not like a person given a flower.
‘About six inches in length,’ he commented. ‘A convoluted red form with a linear green attachment.’.
‘Yes,’ I said encouragingly,  ‘and what do you think it is, Dr P.?’
‘Not easy to say.’ He seemed perplexed. ‘It lacks the simple symmetry of the Platonic solids, although it may have a higher symmetry of its own..I think this could be an inflorescence or flower.’
‘Could be?’ I queried.
‘Could be,’ he confirmed.
‘Smell it,’ I suggested, and he again looked somewhat puzzled, as if I had asked him to smell a higher symmetry. But he complied courteously, and took it to his nose. Now, suddenly, he came to life.
‘Beautiful!’ he exclaimed. ‘An early rose. What a heavenly smell!’ He started to hum ‘Die Rose, die Lillie..’ Reality, it seemed, might be conveyed by smell, not by sight.
I tried one final test. It was still a cold day, in early spring, and I had thrown my coat and gloves on the sofa.
‘What is this?’ I asked, holding up a glove.
‘May I examine it?’ he asked, taking it from me, he proceeded to examine it as he had examined the geometrical shapes.
‘A continuous surface,’ he announced at last, ‘ infolded on itself. It appears to have’ – he hesitated- ‘five outpouchings, if this is the word.’
‘Yes,’ I said cautiously. ‘You have given me a description. Now tell me what it is.’
‘A container of some sort?’
‘Yes,’ I said, ‘and what would it contain?’
‘It would contain its contents!’ said Dr P., with a laugh.
‘There are many possibilities. It could be a charge-purse, for example, for coins of five sizes. It could..’
I interrupted the barmy flow.’ Does it not look familiar? Do you think it might contain, might fit, a part of your body?’
No light of recognition dawned on his face.
No child would have the power to see and speak of ‘a continuous surface.. infolded on itself’, but any child, any infant, would immediately know a glove as a glove, see it as familiar, as going with a hand. Dr P. didn’t. He saw nothing as familiar. Visually, he was lost in a world of lifeless abstractions. Indeed he did not have a real visual world, as he did not have a visual self. He could speak about things, but did not see them face-to-face. Hughlings Jackson, discussing patients with aphasia and left-hemisphere lesions, says they have lost ‘abstract’ and ‘prepositional’ thought- and compares them with dogs (or, rather, he compares dogs to patients with aphasia). Dr P., on the other hand, functioned precisely as a machine functions. It wasn’t merely that he displayed the same indifference to the visual word as a computer but- even more strikingly- he construed the world as a computer construes it, by means of key features and schematic relationships. The scheme might be identified- in an ‘identikit’ way- without the reality being grasped at all.
The resting I had done so far told me nothing about Dr P.’s inner world. Was it possible that his visual memory and imagination were still intact? I asked him to imagine entering one of our local squares from the south. Again he mentioned only these buildings that were on the right side, although these were the very buildings he had omitted before. Those he had ’seen’ internally  before were not mentioned now; presumably there were no  longer ‘seen’. It was evident that his difficulties with leftness, his field deficits, were as much internal as external, bisecting his visual memory and imagination.
What, at a higher level, of his internal visualization? Thinking of the almost hallucinatory intensity with which Tolstoy visualizes and animates his characters, I questioned Dr P. about Anna Karenina. He could remember incidents without difficulty, had an undiminished grasp of the plot, but completely committed visual characteristics, visual narrative or scenes. He remembered the words of the characters, but not their faces; and though, when asked, he could quote, with his remarkable and almost verbatim memory, the original visual descriptions, these were, it became apparent, quite empty for him, and lacked sensorial, imaginal, or emotional reality. Thus there was an internal agnosia as well?
But this was only the case, it became clear, with certain sorts of visualization. The visualization of faces and scenes, of visual narrative and drama- this was profoundly impaired, almost absent. But the visualization of schemata was preserved, perhaps enhanced. Thus when I engaged him in a game of mental chess, he had no difficulty visualizing the chessboard or the moves- indeed, no difficulty in beating me soundly.
Luria said of Zazetsky that he had entirely lost his capacity to play games but his ‘vivid imaginations’ was unimpaired. Zazetsky and Dr P. lived in worlds which were mirror images of each other. But the saddest difference between them was that Zazetsky, as Luria said, ‘fought to regain his lost faculties with the indomitable tenacity of the damned’, whereas Dr P. was not fighting, did not know what was lost, did not indeed know that anything was lost. But who was more tragic, or who was more damned- the man who knew it, or the man who did not?
When the examination was over, Mrs P. called us to the table, where there was coffee and a delicious spread of little cakes. Hungrily, hummingly, Dr P. started on the cakes. Swiftly, fluently, unthinkingly, melodiously, he pulled the plates toward him, and took this and that, in a great gurgling stream, an edible song of food, until, suddenly, there came an interruption.: a loud, peremptory rat-tat-tat at the door. Startled, taken aback, arrested, by the interruption, Dr P. stopped eating, and sat frozen, motionless, at the table, with an indifferent , blind, bewilderment on his face. He saw, but no longer saw, the table; no longer perceived it as a table laden with cakes. His wife poured him some coffee: the smell titillated his nose, and brought him back to reality. The melody of eating resumed.
How does he do anything? I wondered to  myself. What happens when he’s dressing, goes to the lavatory, has a bath? I followed his wife into the kitchen and asked her how, for instance,  he managed to dress himself. ‘It’s just like the eating,’ she explained. ‘I put this usual clothes out, in all the usual places, and he dresses without difficulties, singing to himself. He does everything singing to himself. But if he is interrupted and loses thread, he comes to a complete stop, doesn’t know his clothes- or his own body. He sings all the time- eating songs, dressing songs, bathing songs, everything. He can’t do anything unless he makes it a song.’
While we were talking my attention was caught by the pictures on the walls.
‘Yes,’ Mrs P. said, ‘he was a gifted painter as well as a singer. The School exhibited his pictures every year.’
I strolled past them curiously- they were in chronological order. All his earlier work was naturalistic and realistic, with vivid mood and atmosphere, but finely detailed and concrete. Then, years later, they became less vivid, less concrete, less realistic and naturalistic; but far more abstract, even geometrical and cubist. Finally, in the last paintings, the canvas became nonsense, or nonsense to me- mere chaotic lines and blotches of paint.  I commented on this to Mrs P.
‘Ach, you doctors, you are such philistines!’ she explaned. ‘Can you not see the artist development- how he renounced the realism of his earlier years, and advanced into abstract, non-representational art?’
‘No, that’s not it,’ I said to myself (but forbore to say it to poor Mrs P.). He had indeed moved from realism to non-representation to the abstract, but this was not the artist, but the pathology, advancing- advancing towards a profound visual agnosia, in which all powers of representation and imagery, all sense of the concrete, all sense of reality, were being destroyed. This wall of paintings was a tragic pathological exhibit, which belonged to neurology, not art.
And yet, I wondered, was she not partly right? For these is often a struggle, and sometimes, even more interestingly, a collusion, between the powers of pathology and creation. Perhaps, in his cubist period, there might have been both artistic and pathological development, colluding to engender an original form; for as he lost the concrete, so he might have gained in the abstract, developing a greater sensitivity to all the structural elements of line, boundary, contour- an almost Picasso-like power to see, and equally depict, those abstract organizations, embedded in, and normally lost in, the concrete.. Though in the final pictures, I feared, there was only chaos and agnosia.
We returned to the great music room, with the Bosendorfer in the centre, and Dr P. humming the last torte.
‘Well, Dr Sacks,’ he said to me. ‘You find me an interesting case, I perceive. Can you tell me what you find wrong, make recommendations?’
‘I can’t tell you what I find wrong,’ I replied, ‘but I’ll say what I find right. You are a wonderful musician, and music is your life. What I would prescribe, in a case such as yours, is a life which consists of music. Music has been the centre, now make it the whole, of your life.’
This was four years ago- I never saw him again, but I often wondered how he apprehended the world, given his strange loss of image, visuality, and the perfect preservation of a great musicality. I think that music, for him, had taken the place of image. He had no body-image, he had body-music: this is why he could move and act as fluently as he did, but came to a total confused stop if the ‘inner music’ stopped. And equally with the outside, the world..
In ‘The world as Representation and Will’ Schopenhauer speaks of music as ‘pure will’. How fascinated he would have been by Dr P., a man who had wholly lost the world as representation, but wholly preserved it as music or will.
And this, mercifully, held to the end- for despite the gradual advance of his disease ( a massive tumor or degenerative process in the visual parts of his brain) Dr P. lived and taught music to the last days of his life.
[taken from The Man who mistook his wife for a hat, by Oliver Sacks,Picador,2007]